Archive for April, 2009

many many..

Tuesday, April 14th, 2009

long time din write the blog alr..dis sem really very busy..everyday have lab reports..many activities..busy from Jan till nw..the life suddenly so messy..many things happen..many things lost..laptop..memory card…pencil box…pendrive..shoes…many many…many things alr spoil..hais…many things alr out of control..many things seems so so so strange…many lie…many things need to pretend..pretend to happy..pretend to like…pretend no care about….many things cant handle…many things cant settle…many things become the misunderstand..many questions…many things alr change..many many…what can i do?

i really wish to go back to the past..really cant breath rite nw..y the life must so stress?y cant relax…y cant all the fren beside me cant always happy?y i cant owiz like laz time..when sad..juz go to basketball court to play basketball..when stress..juz listen to the music..when dun want to think about sumth..juz sleep..when free..juz eat or gossiping wv my fren..when want exam..juz concentrate study..when dun wan to talk..just quite..but nw…what hapen wv me?i duno..really…juz waste time..waste time on the useless stuff..alr lost in this world..my sky so grey…

think too much…hais…when i just can cope with this life…every time console friend must relax and positive always..but once meet problem..many things really hard to pretend..to avoid..to become perfect..算了吧!!!人生本就是一场戏..又何必在意..顺其自然…不需在意,不用在乎..想太多只会让自己更加辛苦..因为….都不曾在意吧?累了!!!!!!!!!!!!