long long time..
i alr long time din write blog o…what should i write leh?..haha…i think i don’t like to write out my feeling again..why?..haha..i also don’t why..may be writing blog just for fun..may be is influenced by friends…may be just want concern by someone..haha..don’t know…
past 1 more year..what happened in second year of my uni life?….haha..too many lo…i think i can write a story book and take to publish…haha..some friends say my uni life is very fantastic..yea..may be…but, when you are happy, the sadness also will come to attack you..haha..if the sadness cant be overcame..then, the life will full with the sadness..like a Chinese sentence..u see me good, i see u good jek@@
CHANGE?? had i changed?….i wish to change..i don’t like my behavior right now…is too SHIT!!!!my result getting worst…my life getting so stress…why i can’t just like in secondary school..everything wish to get the perfect…some people say..NEVER LOOK BACK…all become PAST TENSE…our world always is FUTURE TENSE…haha..may be..i also don’t know..actually i just wish i can put more effort in my study..and not in BASKETBALL..haha…
I really like to play basketball..the feeling is hard to express..last time when i start practise basketball, cause i wish i can become tall guy..but in fact,i very very short now..haha..Actually
i still wishing to become tall now..but it is impossible..when i was young, i always work hard to practice basketball..everyday woke up early, cycling to basketball with speed…after play basketball, i straight away go to the tuition center..sure had change my cloth first la..haha..but i think my friends sitting around me de..quite pity lo..sure have the special smell that time..haha…pai seh ya..haha..
erm..i think im a weird person..cause i like to think the impossible things..haha..or should say dreaming..DREAM..haha..actually i quite scare dreaming when i sleeping..what i dream really shock me..i’m not have nightmare…but the scene in the dream will happened in my daily life..although not all may dreams will become fact, but at least have 40% will become true..i don’t like..cause all my dreams are not good de..sure will make me sad and not happy!!..so, i swear..when i birthday, i wont wish my DREAMS will come true again..haha..except the good things la..like kena LOTERI ya..haha..have a GOOD RESULT and LOVE…hehe…DREAMING again..haha..im PIECES mah..haha..EXCUSE again..@@
actually quite moody now..but nobody know..haha..cause i also don’t want them to worry me..so..i have to pretend happy..so many things happened ah….Dc say can’t do too much sprint and hiking..if not, my waist will getting serious..lol..im a sprinter k…quite sad with this…haha..may be is good for me..haha..duno..):p
want back Sabah soon..lol..haha..so fast..din meet many friends o..so sorry to them..haha..i think they wont see this blod ba..since everyone so addicted to facebook already..haha..this is also the reason why i still writing blog at FRIENDSTER..haha..
ALL IN MY HEART..i DON’T wish to write out..just want KEEP IN MY HEART..many things still SAME..never CHANGE!!
GANbatte ba..
June 28th, 2009 at 10:08 am
who said they wont c this blog ya…nw i c it dy le lo…haha….act, i found that u similar wif me sumtimes bcos both of us eay 2 getting moody n easy having down spirit…i knw tat feel…bt remember dun keep al ur feeling from us just bcos u sked us worry abt u oh…just bcos we ar frends, u just hav 2 let us know ur problems n share wif us ya…dun unhappy n moody urself ya…bcos no matter wat, we will by ur side de…just like u will by our side no matter wat happened, rite…
haha, mayb sumtimes i too firerce dy, thn let u sked me oso dy…haha…
Peijing, Jiayou oh…i really hope tat u cn put down all the unhappy past n go forward to ur beautiful future…i knw sumtimes it’s hard, bcos me too…bt let us gambateh 2gather,ok…jiayou oh…i really hope that u cn get the true happiness in ur life bcos i really appreciate u as my true frends….
next sem, i wont b so fierce 2 u dy n i wont bully u le…so, u must cheer up, ok…i wil try my best 2 make u laugh oways la(if i able la)haha…jiayou, peijing…
June 28th, 2009 at 5:25 pm
mai an neh kuan lah,u no nid change eh,just be urself n understand wat is ur standpoint will do.Human tend to have blindspot that need others point it out,so do i.The paling most important thing is that keep on believing on ur dream u action if u think is appropriate or worthstill(if not,just abort the mission/dream),for either work,study,human relationship or etc,it’s work.as a fren of u,i do hope u stay cool n dun let the sky become greyish all the while.come out hav a breath n look,it just nice for us to discover.if u feel tension,bore,just think of eating tubak make u siao.haha.dun wory,life is unpredictable n full of challenges,we need to overcome everystage of it,but bear in mind there are many people putiting their bless n courages to u while u chasing ur dream.fast fast come back n we play again,now bor dui qiu in ums except u liao.haha.take care buddy
June 28th, 2009 at 9:34 pm
” jia jia you ben nan nian de jing” i think many ppl oso hav their own prob de.. dun be so moody or sad la .. dun owaz keep things for urself ba ~ i think there are lots fren bside u very worry wif u and care for u de ~ like usually u owaz by our side and help us wif ur open arms… u r a nice ppl … dun owaz say u r nt gud… every1 gt their gud and bad things de .. no one is perfect in this world~ jz try ur best to do the best ~ sometimes dun be too ‘gu zhi’ … dun owaz force urself to do sumting… take k of ur wrist ba since it’s the old wound… if din take k well will have lot prob in future de…
everytime u join competition and hurt urself… i think many of ur frenz bside u very worry wif u de.. bt u pretend ntg happened jz dun wan us worry wif u… sometimes keep urself silent wil make them more worry o ~ dun let ur parent and frenz worry ba ~ take k urself…
and enjoy the entire holiday wif family ba ~ the time wif family is alwaz the precious moment for us…