its My lIf3….

    数着数着,我回到家已有两个星期了..其实,回到家里,并没有像想象那样开心..在沙巴时,一直都好怀念家,每天都在看日历..每天都在倒数..就好比倒数奥运还要紧张..哈哈..

    上个学期嘛,我想是我有史以来最堕落的学期吧..平时上课不听就算了,就连期中考都没读就去应考..哈哈..并不是我聪明,而是我太懒惰,太堕落了!!说真的,我都无法原谅自己呢!!我的朋友,大多都聪明绝顶,要不就勤劳万分..怎么我就学不到他们的那一点点呀..到最终,大考的成绩,不用想都知道死定啦..虽然自己很清楚知道,我不可以这样下去,但不知为何我就是没能做到,没有改变..感觉自己就像扶不起的阿斗,什么事都做不好..

    对于自己,我真的很失望..看到别人成绩这样好,而我呢..唉..一对屎..我已经算是一件废物了吧..虽然自己清楚上大学,不用太过在意成绩..只要尽力就好..不过我也未免太逊了吧..

    下学期,一定要努力了..目标明确了..不该再为了一些琐碎的事而搞到自己很烦..我一定要改变自己..

    1. 做每件事一定要认真
    2. 不会的东西一定要即刻要问到明白
    3. 不可再疯疯癫癫
    4. 不可再堕落
    5. 一定要把时间分配好
    6. 不可以乱花钱了 *哈哈哈
    7. 一定要勤劳
    8. 不可再胡言乱语
    9. 一定要好好加油!!

哈哈..九个目标..我最爱是九号了!!My LUCKY　ＮＵＭＢＥＲ．．．

呆在家里真得很无聊..其实我真的好想每天出去..每天遇朋友..每天去兜风..不过..哈哈,就是没钱咯..所以呀..诸位朋友,真得很对不起哦,不是不想要遇你们的,只是….哈哈..体谅我一下下..还有呀,不是我不想forward msg给你们啦..你知道啦，人长大后，就比较会想嘛..毕竟都还不会赚钱嘛..等真的会赚钱时候,天天forward msg给你们啦..哈哈..再加上你们都该知道我妈啦,怎可能让我天天出去呢?哈哈..真的对不起哦..

    下学期…拭目以待…时间会证明一切..我搬出去,有我的原因..因为我觉得我搬出去,会对自己比较好..也许对其他也好..谢谢你们给我的回忆..那些快乐..伤心…惊喜..失望…我都不会忘的..+ - + - = 0…对吧..哈哈.. 我会想念你们的..尤其是下学期还在宿舍的七仙女呀..
*原本是八仙女的,不过有个仙女也和我一样搬出去咯,哈哈..

huh…tmw is my final exam liao…charm charm charm…
so many subject din study yet…
very lazy to study lah..
duno still can maintain my cpga or not…
but dis sem i reli seldom study lah…haiz..haiz..haiz..
anyway…after bz for next week, i will not so stress again..
dis sem always bz wv the damn assignment…the assignment nv finish de..haiz..
summore dis sem very active in basketball..haha..dis sem play basketball till very crazy o…the latest is 3on3 basketball loh…reli sad and dispointed wv the result of the 3on3 basketball, my team should enter the semi-final, but  a damn guy make me injured in the important match…shit!!!lost in quarter final…my team hv wai yang and Jinq Yih, 2 very geng player, impossible lost to that weak team..haiz…if i x injued, din leave the field when the match is in process, i think my team wont lost ba..haha…
That day gt many frenz go to support my team o…b4 that i thought i sure will play like shit when gt frenz support me de…bt that day mah…haha…my performance quite ok geh…juz las few match x very good…bt my team still gt 2 brilliant player mah…so alto i play off performance, still have them mah…haha…

Shian, Li Kang, Kia Wen and Jess……10s ur support tat day…
really very happy u all cum…really unexpected u all will cum…especially a sha gua…haha…mucha gracias o…
and sorry to make u all worry when i injured…sorry…
wish u all can gt a good result in final exam o..
tq 2 my good teamate too…Wai Yang and Jinq Yih…tq…both of u very geng..haha…Wai Yang is super shooter and Jinq Yih is super rebounder and defender..haha…

i oso join a new club o…named JCC=Japan Culture Club…haha..act im a spanish student…reli a ‘fan guat zai’ o…haha…that day follow my fren go 2 interview and accidentally chose by them..haha…really stim…nv think tat i will join dis kind of thing in University…haha..cz i nv join any programme when im in secondary school mah..haha..anyway, i muz try 2 do my best lo..haha…at least i learn sumth new leh..haha…gambateh….should change myself lo…should change my stim stim behavior…nv serious…owiz play play…mayb dis will help me a lot..haha…

dis sem oso gt many birthday celebration o…many of my good frenz birthday tim…haha…wish all ur dreams will cum true ya…hehe..i oso hope my dreams will cum true geh…wish so….alto it can consider an impossible…bt…still wish it will cum true..haha…

11/5 i will bek 2 KL loh….bt my hometown is at Penang lah…cz my bro will bring me bek 2 Penang by car mah..haha…duno leh..haha…
miss u all my dear frenz…haha…Ying Yee,dun 4get u said wan help me celebrate my birthday again o…haha…i still waiting my present o…haha…

gambateh gambateh gambateh….muz add oil 2 finish study all the subject…

昨天晚上，突然收到一通电话，是我的朋友JESSICA打来的..她叫我下去食堂拍照,因为她今天就要离开UMS了…希望能拍照做纪念,来延续我们之间的友谊..她将到KL的UCSI读BIOTEC..原本她在这里是读BIO PEMPROSESAN的,但她不想读这科科系,再加上换不到她要的科系,所以她选择私立大学来继续她的读书生涯..还真佩服她的..希望她的选择是对的吧..

她是槟城人,对我这槟城仔,大家算是自家人吧..哈哈!!说真的,我也不太认识她,毕竟我们两不是同科系的,只是在西班牙语的课室中认识的..她在西班牙课时,时常都会坐跟另一个槟城人-丽琪..在沙巴能遇到也是从槟城来的朋友,当然要认识认识一下loh. 她给我的感觉就象我的一个好朋友(敏敏),也许他们两的脸型和皮肤的颜色都一样白吧,所以对她蛮有好感的..她的人也蛮nice的,微笑都时常挂在嘴边,算是一个开心果吧..

话说回头,当我还没到食堂时,我就听到一阵阵的喧哗声..哈哈,不用说当然是他们那一帮loh..他们那一帮BIO PEM 的COURSEMATE真的是很疯狂的..拼命在那边喊叫,其实那一帮都是女子噢….整个食堂都是她们的声音..没办法啦,谁叫他们是在帮JESSICA大姐办个叙别会呢,她明天就会离开这间大学了嘛,所以呀,昨晚她最大loh..

最好笑的时刻莫属于唱离别歌的时候,她们那一帮女子的搞笑天分并不会比任何人差…通常离别的歌来来去去都是那几首,要不是吴奇隆的祝你一路顺风,要么就是张学友的祝福..当然,他们都把两首唱了..好笑的是,他们并不熟悉歌词,当他们唱到不会歌词的那一部分时,他们就会同一时间用de de de de de……………就这样带过去了..真服了他们..虽然感觉上都在瞎闹,但看得出大家的眼神里都有着舍不得的感觉..虽然认识只是短短的半年,但看得出他们的友谊是多么的深厚..

朋友,加油吧..每当我听到TANK唱洁西卡这首歌时,我一定会想起你的..祝你在那边会过得好好的,事事顺意吧..GAMBATEH…

昨天还蛮开心的,因为……………………这是我的秘密!!!

虽然不明白你为什么这样对我,也许你觉得这只是一件普通的事,但对我而言,是我这一生也不会忘记的事..谢谢你..^_^原本这几天都很心烦的..很开心!!

hehe..i alr at Sabah since 1/1…alr 4 days loh…so fast…feel very boring de…everyday juz bz for d registeration of our course…haiz…UMS=University Masalah Sabah…

The system at here damn poor de…our registeration day is at 2/1 bt they din inform us wat time v can start register..i cant sleep well whole day cz i wan fast fast settle d registeration…cz at 1st sem i face many trouble when registeration,and i use almost 1 week 2 settle my registeration laz time,i dun wan 2 repeat dis stupid things again…

hehe..wen 2/1 12am,i alr start on9 check whether v can do d register or not…cz my room duno y cant on9,so i went 2 my frenz room on9 and sleep there…bt till 5am still cant register,so i decided sleep 2 hours loh.

Den i wake up at 6.45am and walking 2 my School on9 wv my frenz bt the server at there gt little problem,so cant on9 at there.haiz…den i nid walk 2 library loh..at library,all of UMS 1st year student waiting and waiting…alr very tired bt all of us duno till wat time juz can register…finally till 10am alr can register…haha…really pity…

after i finished d registeration,my fren told me next day v will hv class liao..damn…b4 tat still decided wan go out wet de mah…haiz…

in d 1st class,the lecturer name is call Miss Ho Ai Ling..She teach us Cell BIOLOGY de..really pity,1st class alr told us v will hv midterm after CNY…haha..really bad news 2 the fren who will bek 2 their hometown when CNY…they wish go bek enjoy when CNY de,mana tau kena study pula…realli pity lah…..luckily i din bek 2 my hometown..haha..bt…hehe..im very lazy study lah…hehe..

haiz…very lazy go out lah…cz go out nid waste money again..better keep d money 2 buy shoes lah..haha..juz owiz stay at hostel c drama and sleeping ond…BORING…

lazy…lazy..lazy….

夜已深了，一个人漫无目地的上着网。。。很无聊！！！

再多11天就要开学了，又要回到沙巴了。。。回来至今，还没见到很多朋友。。。也不知怎么了，很懒惰踏出家里。。。就连我最喜欢的运动（篮球)，也很少打了。我以前都不是这样的。。。从前的我，都不会一直呆在家里，一直都会找朋友出街。。。但现在的我。。唉。。。。变了！！！

觉得好累好累。。。

想着过去的点点滴滴。。。突然好象没什么印象。。。只记得在中学田径生涯点点滴滴。。。在北海区，夺得了无数的奖牌。。。但在全槟学联运动会，得到的奖牌却少之又少。。。也许我都没有大赛命吧。

在众多的奖牌当中，对我来说有意义的却只有几个而已。。。

2004年夺得的全槟学联一百米的银牌…

因为这面奖牌,让我第一次可以有机会代表槟城参加全国赛…一个很难忘的经历…当时我的成绩只是11.4s而已,而第一名的成绩是11.3s…虽然只是相差了0.01s,但在一百米的项目中,已是一个距离了!!还记得我能成为槟州代表,真的要谢谢一个老师…Pn Hao…因为在2003年的比赛,我可以算是惨败,令我很质疑自己的实力…到最后我还选择放弃,但过后被这个老师骂醒,过后才没放弃田径..还记得当天的决赛,我抱着满满的信心,对自己说,我一定会在一二名的..因为当时只有一个对手,他是个马来人,曾经在BUKIT JALIL受训的..对我来说,只要放松来跑,我应该是不会输给任何人的…但我太紧张了..当枪声响起,我不知为何呆了一下..起跑就开始被对手抛离了…还记得教练跟我说过,我一直以来都是因为起跑比对手快,所以才能赢到最后…一旦我的起跑占不了优势,我很难成为最后的胜利者…想到这点,我也管不了这么多了,脑袋一片空白…只是一直拚命的追对手…这是我最后一次机会了,我不想放弃得奖和成为州手的机会,就这样越了一个又一个,接近终点时,可以说是第二名到第四名的都一起到达,第一名是那个马来人..谁是银铜得主,都不知道..当时我觉得我一定又是输了..唉..很不甘心..但我还是问我的教练和老师有没看到我拿第几名…我的教练说他没看到,但我的老师说她觉得我好象只是第四名而已…因为她看不清楚..听后真的是伤心死了..回到我学校的阵营,看到PN HAO的眼神,感觉到她对我的成绩非常失望,因为她预测我会得到金牌的,毕竟在小组赛时,我的成绩是全场最好的,但….PN HAO安慰我,叫我别伤心,因为我还有两百米的项目,还有机会夺得奖牌…就在这时,成绩报了出来,我竟然是那个第二名…真的是开心死了,因为这个是我的意念换回来的奖牌…如果当时我起跑输后就放弃,那我就不可能得奖了…也不会成为州手了..

2006年夺得的钟灵三校联合运动会的跳远金牌

这奖牌为什么对我这样有意义呢？因为这次的比赛是我在跳远项目中第一次超过6m大关..之前的北海区学联和槟城区学联,我都只是一直徘徊在5.8m..当然不只是这个原因而已..这项比赛是我在UPPER6 时的八月中左右进行的..在槟城钟灵比..虽然早在半年前,我还有参加北海区和全槟学联赛,但我只是参加100m和4X100m而已…也可以说,我已两年没参与跳远了,在加上这年的全槟学联赛时,我大腿的旧伤又复发,所以休息了好一征子.在这项比赛中,我有一个老对手,叫罗裕隆..身高一点九米..是槟城很出名的跳高选手..我的身高嘛,矮了他一大截呢..哈哈!!但在之前我可只是输过他一次而已..所以他蛮怕我的..他前三次跳到的成绩分别是5.8m,6.1m和5.9m…而我却只是5.4m,5.8m和5.7m..当时我打从心底认为自己输定了..第四跳时,他的成绩是6m,而我还是5.8m…当时突然有一股死都不想认输的冲动..就在第五跳时,我用尽我的速度,很用力的踏板(当时是赤脚比赛的)..就在踏板的当时,觉得脚板很痛,当落在沙池的时候,又不知踩到什么,真的痛到想哭呢..我还以为我玩完了,如果在这一跳还不能超越他,那我根本用想在最后一跳赢他..因为我的脚已不允许我再跳了..在加上我那一跳是向后跌,在量我的远度时,我已吃亏了!!好生失望..过后,负责人将我的成绩念出来,真的不敢相信自己的耳朵,我的成绩竟然是6.2m..哈哈..真不敢相信..过后,隆也超越不了我的成绩,顺理成章的我又在赢了..虽然只是小型比赛,但却给了我很大的启示..只要一个人不要轻易认输,坚持着自己的信念,人的本能就会被激发出来..所以呀,只要坚持,什么事情都一定能做到的..遗憾的是,虽然是我夺得第一名,但我是代替我的朋友出赛的,所以呀…在校刊里不是我的名字…哈哈..

2007年SUKPEN的 4X100m

这面金牌来得可说真的是时候…在等待进入大学的时候,在家很无聊..所以就问PN HAO能不能帮我报名参加SUKPEN…虽然我家人极力反对我再次参加田径,但我的执着令到我妈不得再放生我一次…虽然已久没练习,但在选拔赛时却轻易胜出,也许我宝刀未老吧..嘻嘻..过后就一个星期在STADIUM BERTAM 练习三次..我一直都不喜欢练习的,在加上练习的全都是马来人,没有半个华人的…说真的,那个马来教练都不太管我…只是一直叫我起跑和练体力而已..很无聊的!!在这个比赛中,我参加100m和4X100m…其实我对100m没抱太大的希望,毕竟都状态不佳嘛..就算是最好的状态,顶多也只能第三名而已…所以啊,我把全部希望放在4X100m…不出所料,我的一百米输了…嘻嘻..在4X100m,我被排在第三棒…教练说我跑curve很快,很多同年或小过我的,都很难是我的对手…4X100m往往都会把比赛推到最高潮…因为在4X100m这项项目中,是不被允许犯错的..一个小错误,就会把全队击垮…所以我会在这项目特别紧张…虽然跑了很多年了…当枪声响起,我队的第一棒就遥遥领先了,到了第二棒..距离被对手拉近了许多…当棒交到我手中时,感觉到状态很好,我把接近的对手抛得远远的,那种感觉很难形容…交给第四棒后,我的队友轻轻松松地继续领先到终点…开心极了..因为我是代表S.P(U)的,我们终于为男队带来第一面金牌…也是我人生的第一面全槟金牌..我从小学五年级就开始田径代表,只是在F1停了一年而已..9年的金牌荒,终于都破了…虽然对别人来说,这只是一个小小的成就,根本微不足道..但对我来说,这可是我最大的成就…跑完后,那个马来教练,对我赞叹不已..PN HAO也说我跑得很棒,因为我这一棒,胜负已在第三棒交给第四棒时就已成定局了…那天晚上,真的是高兴到睡不着..

下一个目标:………………UMS………………我还能做到吗？很想念昔日的战友。。真的好想和你们再次出赛。。好想。。。好怀念老朋友的支持。。。好想听到你们的打气声…你们的支持是我的动力…

Already back to my hometown (Penang) almost 2 weeks lo… After final exam, many of my friends already back to their hometowns. Felt very jealous when saw my friends all can back to their hometown earlier than me. Felt so lonely at that time.Although my exam was finished at 17^th Nov 2007, but since the flight ticket I bought was at 27^th Nov 2007, so I need stayed at Sabah 10 days more.

During the 10 days, I seldom played basketball because raining at Sabah everyday. Some more, many of friends already back to their hometowns; very seldom people will go to play basketball in the morning. So, I just always stayed at hostel to see drama which in my friend’s laptop. Sometime, I and my friends will rent a car to go out lo. We went Damai, Karangmusing, airport……haha…

Before I went back Penang, I  traveled to Pulau Labuan. Actually I don’t want go to the trip, but….I felt the trip very boring, luckily I got bring a story book go there reading when I in hotel. Haha… I bought many chocolate at there. Haiz, very unlucky, I fall sick after back from the trip. Sore throat and fever make me very pity.

The first thing I done when I back from Sabah was went to see the doctor. Very funny… never think that I’m so weak. The first week I back, I already need work at PC Fair from Friday to Sunday, felt very tired. 1 day’s salary is RM70, quite high de. But since I bought many accessories in that Pc Fair, so I just gained almost RM20 only..haha. In the Pc Fair, I saw some UMS students and some my friends.

In the second week’s Wednesday, I meet my lovely Kmom (SEE YEE) and SEE ROEI, this two dearest friends I nearly 1 year didn’t meet them lo. Felt very happy… That day we meet at Megamall (Pacific). After that, we ate and chatting at Secret Recipe. Then we got shopping together. Felt very happy at that day..haha.. Since I went Sabah, I miss my Kmom so much, she is the nicest person in the world and the only friend make me felt very comfortable when chatting with her. So she knew many of my secret lo. So, when I very sad or I meet any problems, the person 1^st come out in my mind is her. Although since at Sabah, got a person nearly replace her place in my heart, but….. As a conclusion, Kmom now still the 1^st person that I will find if I meet any problems, because she is a DOCTOR mah..haha…

I go to KL at Friday till Sunday with Wei Keat. We stayed at Prima Setapak; Wei Sun’s house. Although we go there 3 days, but we just went to Petaling Street, Pc Fair and Time square only. The almost time just stayed in her house lo.. Haha.. very weird.. For me, I already felt satisfied lo, because my purposely go to KL was want to meet a friend only. May be very stupid, but…. Can shopping with her really very happy.

Felt very boring since back from KL… The only things I can do are see drama, sleeping and play sms. Everyday my handphone always by my side, because I just wish to receive someone’s message, but really very disappointed.. so sad… I should not think too much…

haha…1st time write  blogs….coz too sien loh..

i alr came Sabah study since 30th Jun 2007…alr stayed at Sabah almost half year loh..i study Food Tec de…since start apply University,i alr noe i almost sure will study at UMS bcoz 4 of my 8 choice was study at Sabah mah…Act i dun wan leave home so far de…Haiz,who ask me gt bad result in STPM lah….No way loh..

I came here with WAI YANG…at here noe many new friends…Da Gui,Chiu,Li Kang,Kevin,Kang Qing,Jess，Phin Wen,Kia Wen,Poh Xiang,Elaine,Ida,Ju Ling,Ah Tiang…..hehe..too many lah…but almost my friends are guys lah..hehe..

Elaine,Jess,Kia Wen,Ju Ling,Kang Qing,Ah Tiang are same school wv me loh.Kang Qing is my roomate tim…he is a very nice guy and very geng in study loh…very clever..he very like to play computer games de..during d exam time,he oso can play game whole days de,den juz study in the mid9…terrible…but he owiz can score well in exam..he is our school’s top students loh.. haha..act all frenz i noe all very geng de..

At here,i very good friend wv Chiu,he is a handsome guy,nice and is Christian.His face looks like Wong Li Hong tim,so many gals like 2 c him loh…haha..he very nice de,like to help fren..like Li Hom,he very expert in play guitar…piano….Really talent de..

Kia Wen is Penang Chung Ling’s student.haha..i more close wv her wen the drama..she is very nice,hv strong leadership,oso very geng in study lah..she is love’s consultant..so,if anyone gt love problem,juz go to chat wv her lah…haha…

Elaine,Poh Xiang,Ida and Ju Ling are very bird de…haha..bt they very nice loh…wen chating wv them,u will feel very relax de,cz Poh Xiang is really a bird king..wen he start talking,sure v will laugh till die…haha..4 of them like 2 "shoot" ppl wen chating de..haha..so muz bkful wen talking wv them loh..wen celebrate bday,muz cant celebrate wv Poh Xiang,cz he too crazy liao lah…haha..

Jess Yeap…is a very pretty gal..erm..very nice,like to smile,her smile is very sweet de o..looks very 高贵…bt her eyes mah…hehe.she very geng geng geng in study,oso a top student in my school..she study food sc de..she very like shoping,still remember laz time shoping wv her,haha…her behavior mah,really like a child….haha..bcoz she is so nice,she has quite many frenz de..hehe..her face looks like Japan gal,sound heard like China gal…haha…

at here ya,i still got play basketball..very hard to give up to stop play it..i gt play in 3on3 Basketball,bt lost lah..den gt represented Kolej E loh…Im d Captain..haha..cz senior noe me mah,so i bcome captain,x coz of my skills very gud loh..haha..oso lost lah,quite sad at tat time de..haiz..

i oso become actor tim…haha.is my English Literature ass loh..im act as hawker loh…a very very two beat six’s character…haha..

haiz…at Sabah here quite nice de,bt nid to spend many money if want go to travel loh.Nw alr spend more than RM3000 loh…very terrible..haha..nid to save next sem loh…so far din go 2 climb moutain Kinabalu…so hope can go to climb…

since come Sabah,i really very seldom contact wv all my Good Friends…Cheau Wen,Lay Min,Kai Ian，Han Wei, Wei Keat,See Yee…..hehe…actually i miz u all so much..sorry 4 din contact ya.i won 4get u al de..haha…miz u all..friends..

still remain 4 days i can bek Penang loh…many of friend at here alr back..haiz..so lonely here…luckyly still have Wai Yang and Chiu them..haha..